Hello, bloggerverse! It has been a while! I know I've been out for some time and I think I just needed time to heal and refresh, I wanted to make fresh new content every now and then but I don't have the energy. A lot of things happened this year that I was meaning to share but somehow I don't have the courage or maybe I am just not ready yet to open up about some stuff.
I was reading my blog entries at the start of the year and I was hopeful for good things to happen but somehow, God has other plans. First few months of 2021, we lost family members and I never thought I would be losing my grandmother too. It was so sudden that until now, I am not ready to talk about it. I would like to remember the last year that I've had with her, stuck at home and watching random Youtube videos. I never thought that it would be our last year together, we were not ready. 😢I can't let go yet. Until today, I wish I could have been a better granddaughter but I just cling to the idea that she's now together with tatay. No more pain, just pure love. 💛
Since I lost her, I also lost interest in the things that I started doing. I lost interest in Vlogging, dieting, exercising, etc. Now once again, I am back to Day 1 in everything. I know Nanay has a lot of faith in me so by publishing this latest blog entry, I promise to do everything that I love again and will be better at it. I know Nanay and Tatay will be guiding me and always cheering for me from up there. 💛
Despite all the challenges, God has His own way of surprising us! As what the Bible always tells us to do, to trust and have faith in him. Just a couple of weeks back, I have received some awesome news and this is definitely a great opportunity for me 👸 There are still a couple of work to do but I trust that His Will never fails. 🙏
Oops, and I am also having some problems in fixing my domain 😥 I really do hope that I can be back as The Awkward Probinsyana soon! 😟
I may be out of the loop for some time but I will always come back to this blog. I will continue to share my adventures and misadventures, triumphs and heartbreaks, and everything else in between.
Here's to more moments together! 🍸
XO,
Ria 💛
