Red is about to be mine again, but it has always been ours. Tonight we begin again. 💕

Yay! So last week, my girl Taylor released her version of her fourth album RED. To be honest, Red is not really my number 1 favorite album/era of Taylor but my goodness, the songs in RED are all so good. If you will ask me what my favorite album is I'd say Speak Now because it makes me feel young again but I somehow relate to both Red and Reputation albums. Anyway, it took me a while to write about Red TV because I wanted to have a listen first and savor each masterpiece. (Also memorize the 10-minute version of all too well)

Treacherous

Favorite Lyrics: I'd be smart to walk away, but your quicksand // Forever going with the flow but you're friction

State of Grace

Favorite Lyrics: So you were never a saint And I've loved in shades of wrong // We learn to live with the pain, Mosaic broken hearts // But this love is brave and wild

The Moment I Knew

Favorite Lyrics: And what do you do when the one who means the most to you Is the one who didn't show?

and ofc All Too Well

Favorite Lyrics: And you call me up again just to break me like a promise // So casually cruel in the name of being honest

Now! I'm gonna be ranking the tracks From the Vault, it's hard because I love them all! 💕 

All Too Well (10 MV)

Favorite Lyrics: 

There we are again when nobody had to know -- you kept me like a secret but I kept you like an oath // Sacred prayer and we'd swear to remember it all too well

They say all's well that ends well but I'm in a new hell every time you double-cross my mind // You said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine and that made me want to die //  Did the twin flame bruise paint you blue? // Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too? //

Nothing New (Ft Phoebe Bridgers)

Favorite Lyrics:  How can a person know everything at eighteen, but nothin' at twenty-two? // And will you still want me when I'm nothin' new?

Better Man

Favorite Lyrics: We might still be in love if you were a better man // You would've been the one if you were a better man

Message in a Bottle

Favorite Lyrics: Message in a bottle is all I can do; standin' here, hopin' it gets to you 

I Bet You Think About Me (Ft Chris Stapleton)

Favorite Lyrics: But it turned out I'm harder to forget than I was to leave // I bet you think about me when you say: "Oh my God, she's insane, she wrote a song about me"

Just another slow day, this happens a lot during the Christmas Season. There are fewer applicants and most of the people are not open to new opportunities. So it is always a slow work week since the start of November. Anyway, I haven't had the chance to list down my Christmas Wishlist last year and I don't know why. I may have forgotten to do it but this year, I just really wanted to make a list. It is not really necessary to get all these this Christmas. 😉

1.) New Phone

3.) New laptop

Enjoy the holidays! 💚🌲

Xo,

Ria

But I just really wanna thank God for still keeping me afloat despite everything and is still continuously showering my family with so much blessing right after every storm. I'm grateful that I have a job that sustains the needs of my family, I recently celebrated my second year anniversary with Genesys 💛 and I am looking forward to more. I am blessed to have a wonderful set of trusted friends who have been my support system through it all. It is important to count your blessings in every storm that you go through, this will serve as your reminder that you were never left and forsaken. 💚

I am also preparing for a huge leap, I am stoked to share the news with you but I am still waiting for the right time. The reason that I made sure that my blog is up is so that I could keep you updated with everything that I will go through in the next coming weeks. 😁 I have prayed long and hard for this and finally, God heard me! 😇 Please pray for me that everything will run smoothly till the day finally comes and I promise, I will share everything when the time is right. 💋

Also, I got www.theawkwardprobinsyana.com back! Yay! 👏 It took me awhile to realize that I need to create another account for me to renew the domain name. 😂 I don't know how to explain it but I am just glad that it is back. 😏

Hmm, what else? Oh, and I also started binge-watching Grey's Anatomy. It just happened. 😅 It has been trending for a while when it aired on Netflix but I didn't watch it until last month now I am hooked. I didn't even know Patrick Dempsey was Dr Shepherd lol, I just recognized the face from Enchanted HAHAHA 😓 I also participated in the Goodreads reading challenge and I can feel that I won't finish it as usual. 😅

Alright, enough talking. I've been talking a lot lately. I am practicing, I need to be fluent for my next adventure. 😉 Oops, is that a clue? ✌

Thanks for reading, be safe fairies.

Xo,

Ria