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"Midnights, the stories of 13 sleepless nights scattered throughout my life." - Taylor Swift

I don't know about you but if it's not a re-recording of Speak Now I was really hoping to get a new album from Taylor and she really did not disappoint because she delivered. When this was announced, I couldn't wait to hear the entirety of this album. I am pretty sure that we'll get a lot of stories from this one especially when she said that these are stories from 13 sleepless nights of her life. 🥲🥹

The good thing that was when this album was released, we have a day off from work so I can fully immerse myself in all the songs. The album was released at midnight (est) but in the Philippines, the album was released exactly during lunchtime 🍗. Lol. Fun fact: I am currently listening to the midnights album while I am writing this so that I have more things to write about this album. I originally want to rank the songs of the album from my favorite to my least favorite among the 13 songs but I just couldn't do it.

So let's just talk about how I felt the 1st time I listen to each track and my favorite lyric/s shall we? 💕


Track 1: Lavender Haze 
Just want that kind of love that doesn't give a damn what people say 💕
Favorite Lyrics: I been under scrutiny, you handle it beautifully // They're bringing up my history but you weren't even listening

Track 2: Maroon
The vibe of this song is the kind I will play during rainy sleepless nights. 🌨
Favorite Lyrics: And I wake with your memory over me, that's a real fucking legacy to leave

Track 3: Anti-Hero
Ahhh this song speaks to me on so many levels. This is how I feel most of the time. This is just a reality of sleepless nights.
Favorite Lyrics: Sometimes I feel that everybody is a sexy baby and I'm a monster on the hill //Too big to hang out slowly lurching toward your favorite city, pierced through the heart but never killed

Track 4: Snow on the Beach (ft. Lana Del Ray)
I also love the vibe of this song, something I would play on my wedding day. 👰🏼‍♀️
Favorite Lyrics: Life is emotionally abusive and time can't stop me quite like you did // It's like snow at the beach, weird but it was beautiful

Track 5: You're On Your Own, Kid
This is the song that my 16 year old self will play on Friday nights.
Favorite Lyrics: 'Cause there were pages turned with the bridges burned, everything you lose is a step you take

Track 6: Midnight Rain
This song is one of my early favorites! This song has been on repeat since the album was released. 💜
Favorite Lyrics: He stayed the same, all of me changed like midnight.

Track 7: Question...?
Can I ask you a question? How the hell can you guys rate these songs when I love them all!
Favorite Lyrics: Painted all my nights a color I've searched for since // When she said it was too much.. do you wish you could still touch ...her? It's just a question..

Track 8: Vigilante Shit
Lol I saw people hating this song but this kinda reminds me of reputation era Taylor so I love it.
Favorite Lyrics: Draw a cat eye sharp enough to kill a man (This is gonna be on my ig caption one day hahahahaha) // So on the weekends, I don't dress for friends. Lately I've been dressing for revenge

Track 9: Bejeweled
You know what, I'm just gonna say it. I love all the songs in Midnights. This one is something I would play while dancing around in my room alone.
Favorite Lyrics: Best believe I'm still bejeweled when I walk in the room I can still make the whole place shimmer ✨ // Sapphire tears on my face, sadness became my whole sky ✨

Track 10: Labyrinth
Stages of being "in-love" c/o inang.
Favorite Lyrics: You know how scared I am of elevators never trust it if it rises fast.. it can't last.

Track 11: Karma
Cause Karma really loves her like a cat purring in her lap.
Favorite Lyrics: Weave your little webs of opacity; My pennies made your crown // 'Cause karma is the thunder rattling your ground. Karma's on your scent like a bounty hunter; Karma's gonna track you down, step by step from town to town.

Track 12: Sweet Nothing
All I can say is, I want what Taylor and Joe have.. whatever it is. 💕
Favorite Lyrics: On the way home
I wrote a poem
You say, "what a mind"
This happens all the time

Track 13: Mastermind
I think it was also from Taylor that I heard the term "clockwork" hahaha! My vocabulary has expanded with her help, tbh!
Favorite Lyrics: I laid the groundwork and then, just like clockwork the dominoes cascaded in a line. // What if I told you I'm a mastermind? And now you're mine. // It was all by design 'Cause I'm a mastermind.

And a few hours later.. She added more masterpieces! 6 Bonus Tracks!!


Bonus Tracks

The Great War
Favorite Lyrics: You said I have to trust more freely but diesel is desire, you were playin' with fire and maybe it's the past that's talkin'

Bigger Than The Whole Sky
Favorite Lyrics: You were more than just a short time. And I've got a lot to pine about, I've got a lot to live without. // I'm never gonna meet what could've been, would've been, what should've been you.

Paris
Favorite Lyrics: I wanna brainwash you into loving me forever
I wanna transport you to somewhere the culture's clever
Confess my truth in swooping sloping cursive letters
Let the only flashing lights be the tower at midnight

High Infidelity
Favorite Lyrics: You know there's many different ways that you can kill the one you love, the slowest way is never loving them enough.

Glitch
Favorite Lyrics: We were supposed to be just friends. You don't live in my part of town, but maybe I'll see you out some weekend

Would've, Could've, Should've
Favorite Lyrics: I can't let this go, I fight with you in my sleep
The wound won't close, I keep on waiting for a sign. // I regret you all the time.

Dear Reader
Favorite Lyrics: Dear Reader, if it feels like a trap you're already in one.

Overall, this album is definitely ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ for me! Stream Midnights now! 💕


 

October 30, 2022 No comments

 

Red is about to be mine again, but it has always been ours. Tonight we begin again. 💕


Yay! So last week, my girl Taylor released her version of her fourth album RED. To be honest, Red is not really my number 1 favorite album/era of Taylor but my goodness, the songs in RED are all so good. If you will ask me what my favorite album is I'd say Speak Now because it makes me feel young again but I somehow relate to both Red and Reputation albums. Anyway, it took me a while to write about Red TV because I wanted to have a listen first and savor each masterpiece. (Also memorize the 10-minute version of all too well)


My favorites from the original tracks of RED:

Treacherous

Favorite Lyrics: I'd be smart to walk away, but your quicksand // Forever going with the flow but you're friction

State of Grace

Favorite Lyrics: So you were never a saint And I've loved in shades of wrong // We learn to live with the pain, Mosaic broken hearts // But this love is brave and wild

The Moment I Knew

Favorite Lyrics: And what do you do when the one who means the most to you Is the one who didn't show?

and ofc All Too Well

Favorite Lyrics: And you call me up again just to break me like a promise // So casually cruel in the name of being honest

Now! I'm gonna be ranking the tracks From the Vault, it's hard because I love them all! 💕 

All Too Well (10 MV)

Favorite Lyrics: 

There we are again when nobody had to know -- you kept me like a secret but I kept you like an oath // Sacred prayer and we'd swear to remember it all too well

They say all's well that ends well but I'm in a new hell every time you double-cross my mind // You said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine and that made me want to die //  Did the twin flame bruise paint you blue? // Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too? //

Nothing New (Ft Phoebe Bridgers)

Favorite Lyrics:  How can a person know everything at eighteen, but nothin' at twenty-two? // And will you still want me when I'm nothin' new?

Better Man

Favorite Lyrics: We might still be in love if you were a better man // You would've been the one if you were a better man

Message in a Bottle

Favorite Lyrics: Message in a bottle is all I can do; standin' here, hopin' it gets to you 

I Bet You Think About Me (Ft Chris Stapleton)

Favorite Lyrics: But it turned out I'm harder to forget than I was to leave // I bet you think about me when you say: "Oh my God, she's insane, she wrote a song about me"

Forever Winter

Favorite Lyrics: I'll be summer sun for you forever, forever winter if you go

The Very First Night

Favorite Lyrics:
And so it was, we never saw it comin'
Not tryin' to fall in love, but we did like children runnin'
Back then we didn't know we were built to fall apart
We broke the status quo, then we broke each other's hearts 

Run (Ft Ed Sheeran)

Favorite Lyrics: I could see this view a hundred times, pale blue sky reflected in your eyes // So give me a reason and don't say no

Babe (I love love love this song, but I was in love with the Sugarland version first)

Favorite Lyrics: What a waste, taking down the picture and the plans we made // This is the last time I'll ever call you babe

Overall! I really love the entire album including all the songs from the vault! I can listen to it all day. And oh, how can I forget the All Too Well (TV 10MV) Short film with Sadie and Dylan. 😭💔💗


What a great year to be a Swiftie, right? Thank you Taylor for saving my heart this year! 💓

XO,
Ria


November 23, 2021 No comments

 


What are podcasts? According to Wikipedia, a podcast is an episodic series of spoken word digital audio files that a user can download to a personal device for easy listening. Streaming applications and podcasting services provide a convenient and integrated way to manage a personal consumption queue across many podcast sources and playback devices. To be honest, I have no idea what podcasts are before I started to actually listen to them. And I loved it. 💜

Alright so for starters, the main platform that I use in streaming podcasts is Spotify. 💚 So these podcasts are all available for streaming in Spotify

WAKE UP WITH JIM & SAAB 






YOUR DAILY PRAYER
























THE PROVERBS 31 MINISTRIES PODCAST

























TSAASTROLOGY

























BEHIND RELATIONSHIP GOALS

























THE PORCH

























There you go! So if you're looking for podcasts to listen to. Here are a few suggestions. 😊
Happy listening. 😊


Xoxo,
Riri
September 18, 2020 No comments

Travelling to and from work usually takes me 2-3 hours given the proximity of home to office. Imagine the horror of being stuck in EDSA traffic 5 days a week. I have separate gadgets for music, photos, and games. That's just how I am and that is the main reason why I carry an oversized bag for work. I keep a separate ipod where I store all my music. I've owned both the 4th and 5th generation of the iPod Nano but for some reason, it was always stolen. Right now, I have my trusty Sony Walkman MP3 Player. Another bad habit is not saving a back-up of my songs - I know, I know! Hehehe. But despite the hassle, these are the top 10 songs I wouldn't mind downloading over and over again.. Prepare the cheese cause I realized they're ll mushy!

10. Beautiful As You - All 4 One


9. Terrified - Katharine Mcphee & Zachary Levi



8. Over It - Katharine Mcphee


7. Too Little, Too Late - JoJo



6. So Slow - Jon Mclaughlin



5. Blue Sky - Hale (high school crush's fave way back so it never left my playlist ever since)



4. A Girl Can Dream - Nina 



3. Teardrops On My Guitar - Taylor Swift



2. Superman - Joe Brooks



and number 1 spot goes to Best Friend by Jason Chen - yep!!!



I still have a lot of music on my playlist that I would like to share with you guys but these are the ones that will always have a space on my storage no matter how old they get. Perhaps, I'll make a part 2 of these list next time.

How about you guys? What are the songs that are always included on your playlist?

xo,
Ria


July 17, 2017 No comments
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