How's everyone holding up? How're your 2020 guys? I know!!!! This year surprised us so much and is still surprising us. I can't even with this year anymore but one good thing about 2020 is that, it gave me time to open my blog and share my thoughts. I'll be sharing it in bullets so as not to confuse you with my scattered thought processing.

I guess that's it for this episode of the quarantined life. Tune in next time for more boring shenanigans in my life. Just kidding! I have a few ideas in my mind and I might as well update this blog as often as I can now that I have the time. Love you and always be kind and magical. 💖

So, what the hell is going on with my life at this point?

We're already on the second month of the new year and still, this is the first post that I am going to share for 2020. I can't think of any shenanigans that I can share to have this post in bullets. But so far, everything is going steady. Well, I got pissed a lot more times this February and I won't share anything about it here cause there are lurkers all around and I don't wanna bother explaining to anyone I am not even close with.

I am thinking of doing Muay Thai and more physical activities this year. Also, due to the flooding number of requirements that I am currently handling, I haven't even started on writing my 30 before fucking 30 list but Muay Thai is def one of those. I also wanted to try to climb at least one goddamn mountain before I turn 30 and not just drown in the misery of being a recruiter. There's also a number of weddings this year that I have been invited to. Kind of excited for these people that I love dearly! 💚 2020 is definitely a year of love for my friends and family and I am truly excited for them 💛

And oh, did I tell you that I told this dude that I like(d) him. Yup, pretty much the highlight of 2019 💙 One of 30 before 30 list already ticked off even before I started writing it. Not a fucking happy ending though, wake up guys this isn't a fairy tale. 😆

That's all I have for now. Hopefully something magical will happen soon so I have more things to share. 💙

It's been a while since I opened my blog and write something. But to start off, I wanna let everyone know that I think I am in a better place than before. Not literally, but mentally. LOL. I know I've been quite unstable a few months back and I have been very vocal about it in my previous posts. My only outlet is this blog that's why I can't really let go with the traditional way of blogging. 😀

Anyway, I have lots of stories to tell - First, I got a new job. I'm not saying that my previous job is no good. It's just that sometimes, if your career is your top priority - great opportunities will knock on your door and you just can't let it pass. That is exactly what happened to me. At the moment, my family is also on top of my priority list and if there are employment opportunities that would cover both my personal needs and the needs of my parents - I would definitely consider it. All praise to our Almighty God for all his provisions as well. ❤

Next --- I met really amazing but sometimes annoying friends. I think going out with them helped me with my anxiety/depression as well. They never knew anything about it though. I am trying my best to be the happiest person I can be whenever I go out with them. I don't wanna be labeled as a party pooper. 😂

I also met someone that I really liked in an instant. I know, it's another story to tell but let me just put it this way. This person doesn't even know I like him just because I don't want him to. He's a good friend and I want to keep him in my life so I'd rather keep him as a friend than not to keep him at all. Also, surprise! He's got a girl. Ouch 💔

Well, for now, I guess that's it. As usual, my thoughts are once again scattered and words are all over the place. Will try my best to share more stories with you.

Well, for now. These are all I can remember. But I'll update again soon. 💛💜💚💙

My trip to MY last year was a just a quick one so I didn't get to visit as much tourist destinations as I wish I could. 😒 However, I got to taste some really great and authentic Malaysian food that I would love to share with you. I am not really great at remembering how these are called so I will just share photos. 😜😜😜

sorry i forgot what this one's called 😡

these too 😡😞

this one rin 😞 accidentally deleted my notes on what they're called in MY

tastes like kikiam but wayyyyy better 😛😛😛

my favoriiitteee ❤❤❤

Sorry I forgot the exact location (To be updated) ✌

I loved everything probably because most of them are spicy! ❤ And I love spicy foods!! 😆😆😆 I wish to come back to visit more places and taste more of Malaysia 💚💚💚

I used to religiously write a Life Lately post during my early blogging years.  It’s not really that I’ve outgrown oversharing about my life in social media, it’s just that I feel like my life these days is kind of boring unlike way back when it used to filled with random shenanigans. Anyway, let me just share a few things that happened lately in bullets. 👱

• Early January is for Nanay and Ahia’s birthday celebration
• I have a new addiction: FAKE STICK-ON NAILS. 
• Still in love with my doggos more than ever. 
• This year I really wanted to focus on 2 things: FITNESS & SKIN CARE. So help me God.
• Never closing my doors on new opportunities
• Most of my batchmates are either getting engaged 💑 / married 👰/ or having babies 👶 while I’m sitting here playing my video games
• Speaking of video games – RESIDENT EVIL 2 Remake was release last Jan 25 and my 90s ass is shaking with glee

Well that’s all I could think of for now folks. I'll try to be more interesting next time. ✌

Hello Princess 👸,

I know there are a lot of things in your mind right now. It usually happens when you are about to start your week. But this time, it's worst than the last. You were thinking of your mistakes from the past once again. 😓 Whether if it's a missed deadline, an incorrect spelling on your last submitted report, which your boss has been consistently reminding you about. 😓 Or even your break up with your ex that happened ages ago and you still can't over it. 💔

You know what honey it's okay. 💜💙💚💛

It's okay to fall as long as you know when to rise up and you are eager to stand each time. 😃 It's alright to break as long as you know how to fix yourself up. 💙 It's fine to lose ourselves once in a while as long as we know where to find ourselves back and start again. 💜 Everybody goes through some bad moments in life but that's all they are - MOMENTS. Learn to face and conquer bad times. 💜 We may have big problems but our GOD is bigger. 💚

And if you're going through something right now, let this be a reminder for you. 👸