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Hello beautiful people!

Yay! Finally found the time to edit videos from my recent travel to the UK. Let me take you with me to our first stop: London! 🇬🇧

This is day one of our 3-day stay in London. I still have lots of videos to edit but hopefully, I can find the time to finish everything.

Special thanks to my Tita Vic & Tito Vic for this trip of a lifetime. To Macen and Josh for touring ate around London. -- And to all the Titas and Titos of UK who ensured I was covered for the trip. I have nothing but gratitude for all of you. 💕 Hoping to see you guys again the soonest! ✨manifesting✨

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XO,
Ria
November 19, 2022 No comments


"Midnights, the stories of 13 sleepless nights scattered throughout my life." - Taylor Swift

I don't know about you but if it's not a re-recording of Speak Now I was really hoping to get a new album from Taylor and she really did not disappoint because she delivered. When this was announced, I couldn't wait to hear the entirety of this album. I am pretty sure that we'll get a lot of stories from this one especially when she said that these are stories from 13 sleepless nights of her life. 🥲🥹

The good thing that was when this album was released, we have a day off from work so I can fully immerse myself in all the songs. The album was released at midnight (est) but in the Philippines, the album was released exactly during lunchtime 🍗. Lol. Fun fact: I am currently listening to the midnights album while I am writing this so that I have more things to write about this album. I originally want to rank the songs of the album from my favorite to my least favorite among the 13 songs but I just couldn't do it.

So let's just talk about how I felt the 1st time I listen to each track and my favorite lyric/s shall we? 💕


Track 1: Lavender Haze 
Just want that kind of love that doesn't give a damn what people say 💕
Favorite Lyrics: I been under scrutiny, you handle it beautifully // They're bringing up my history but you weren't even listening

Track 2: Maroon
The vibe of this song is the kind I will play during rainy sleepless nights. 🌨
Favorite Lyrics: And I wake with your memory over me, that's a real fucking legacy to leave

Track 3: Anti-Hero
Ahhh this song speaks to me on so many levels. This is how I feel most of the time. This is just a reality of sleepless nights.
Favorite Lyrics: Sometimes I feel that everybody is a sexy baby and I'm a monster on the hill //Too big to hang out slowly lurching toward your favorite city, pierced through the heart but never killed

Track 4: Snow on the Beach (ft. Lana Del Ray)
I also love the vibe of this song, something I would play on my wedding day. 👰🏼‍♀️
Favorite Lyrics: Life is emotionally abusive and time can't stop me quite like you did // It's like snow at the beach, weird but it was beautiful

Track 5: You're On Your Own, Kid
This is the song that my 16 year old self will play on Friday nights.
Favorite Lyrics: 'Cause there were pages turned with the bridges burned, everything you lose is a step you take

Track 6: Midnight Rain
This song is one of my early favorites! This song has been on repeat since the album was released. 💜
Favorite Lyrics: He stayed the same, all of me changed like midnight.

Track 7: Question...?
Can I ask you a question? How the hell can you guys rate these songs when I love them all!
Favorite Lyrics: Painted all my nights a color I've searched for since // When she said it was too much.. do you wish you could still touch ...her? It's just a question..

Track 8: Vigilante Shit
Lol I saw people hating this song but this kinda reminds me of reputation era Taylor so I love it.
Favorite Lyrics: Draw a cat eye sharp enough to kill a man (This is gonna be on my ig caption one day hahahahaha) // So on the weekends, I don't dress for friends. Lately I've been dressing for revenge

Track 9: Bejeweled
You know what, I'm just gonna say it. I love all the songs in Midnights. This one is something I would play while dancing around in my room alone.
Favorite Lyrics: Best believe I'm still bejeweled when I walk in the room I can still make the whole place shimmer ✨ // Sapphire tears on my face, sadness became my whole sky ✨

Track 10: Labyrinth
Stages of being "in-love" c/o inang.
Favorite Lyrics: You know how scared I am of elevators never trust it if it rises fast.. it can't last.

Track 11: Karma
Cause Karma really loves her like a cat purring in her lap.
Favorite Lyrics: Weave your little webs of opacity; My pennies made your crown // 'Cause karma is the thunder rattling your ground. Karma's on your scent like a bounty hunter; Karma's gonna track you down, step by step from town to town.

Track 12: Sweet Nothing
All I can say is, I want what Taylor and Joe have.. whatever it is. 💕
Favorite Lyrics: On the way home
I wrote a poem
You say, "what a mind"
This happens all the time

Track 13: Mastermind
I think it was also from Taylor that I heard the term "clockwork" hahaha! My vocabulary has expanded with her help, tbh!
Favorite Lyrics: I laid the groundwork and then, just like clockwork the dominoes cascaded in a line. // What if I told you I'm a mastermind? And now you're mine. // It was all by design 'Cause I'm a mastermind.

And a few hours later.. She added more masterpieces! 6 Bonus Tracks!!


Bonus Tracks

The Great War
Favorite Lyrics: You said I have to trust more freely but diesel is desire, you were playin' with fire and maybe it's the past that's talkin'

Bigger Than The Whole Sky
Favorite Lyrics: You were more than just a short time. And I've got a lot to pine about, I've got a lot to live without. // I'm never gonna meet what could've been, would've been, what should've been you.

Paris
Favorite Lyrics: I wanna brainwash you into loving me forever
I wanna transport you to somewhere the culture's clever
Confess my truth in swooping sloping cursive letters
Let the only flashing lights be the tower at midnight

High Infidelity
Favorite Lyrics: You know there's many different ways that you can kill the one you love, the slowest way is never loving them enough.

Glitch
Favorite Lyrics: We were supposed to be just friends. You don't live in my part of town, but maybe I'll see you out some weekend

Would've, Could've, Should've
Favorite Lyrics: I can't let this go, I fight with you in my sleep
The wound won't close, I keep on waiting for a sign. // I regret you all the time.

Dear Reader
Favorite Lyrics: Dear Reader, if it feels like a trap you're already in one.

Overall, this album is definitely ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ for me! Stream Midnights now! 💕


 

October 30, 2022 No comments

Hello loves!

So as you all know by now, I am currently in the UK. I left the Philippines last 14th of July and spent the next 3 days in the city of London! Here's a little bit about my experience:

I arrived at Heathrow Airport on Friday. My cousin picked me up and booked me in Travelodge, London Ilton in Gants Hill so we can stroll around London for the next three days. The weather is currently very humid and hot, which is why I only wore a light sweater and jeans for most of my day. I never got to wear those bulky trench coats I brought lol but it was nice because it made me feel comfortable and relaxed without feeling stuffy or overheated.

My favorite part about this trip has been seeing all of these beautiful sights while being surrounded by so many people from different countries who are all speaking different languages but still getting along with each other very well. Never seen anything like it before and hope to do it again sometime soon!

So without further ado, indulge in these lovely photos I took in London. I hope you enjoy them!










For some reasons, I can't open the rest of the files so that means there'll be a part 2. 

XO,
Ria
August 05, 2022 1 comments

 


The cat is finally out of the bag! I’m currently in the UK! God truly works in mysterious ways. 🤍 For the first part of my #uktravelvlog just wanna share some clips from my flight from Manila to London Heathrow. 🤍

I’m super excited to share videos with you. I’ve waited for this for a long time and it finally happened. All Glory to God and I am grateful to everyone who made this happen. 

I am super greatful to my family — akala mo naman hindi na babalik HAHAHAHAHAH. Anyways, enjoy the video guys! See you on the next part of my UK Travel Series 🤍 I'll be posting visual diaries in this blog soon. 💕

XO,

Ria



July 23, 2022 No comments

 


Hello guys! How are you all doing? Hope you're having a wonderful Sunday. The weekend really flies so fast right? It's Monday again tomorrow and before we all dread the start of another work week, let me just quickly share with you what's up on a new The Sunday Currently entry. It's been a while since I last did this but it never hurts to start doing it again right? So here you go! 💕

❤READING❤


I'm still trying to find the time to finally finish my latest read. There's just so many things going on in my life right now that I suddenly lost the momentum but this book is really a good read. I love CoHo books!

❤WRITING❤

This new The Sunday Currently entry! Finally a new volume after 2 looooong years.


❤LISTENING & WATCHING❤


HAHAHAHA I don't even know what I was thinking when I started watching this. Maybe I was already too old for this kind of film but overall it's just meh. Hahahaha I just really have this habit to finish what I started before moving on to the next one.

❤THINKING❤

I can't share this yet, maybe next time! :)


❤SMELLING❤

My dogs! Hahahahahaha! And if you're a dog owner you know what I mean. 😅


❤WISHING❤

The next days goes smoothly!!!!


❤HOPING❤

That I don't encounter any problems along the way. I get through this without any damage to my emotional and mental health!


❤WEARING❤

A jacket and my pambahay.


❤LOVING❤

My Harry Potter scarf! Just arrived while I'm typing this. Hahaha! I got Hufflepuff because duhh -- CD. Hahahahaha


❤WANTING❤

The magic mouse but there are a lot of other cheaper alternatives.


❤NEEDING❤

A vacation! Free from troubles and a quiet time for myself, really.


❤FEELING❤

Anxious, as always! 


❤CLICKING❤

Blog and Vlog inspos! My contents are always dry these days. I told myself that I'll try to make more content to ease stress and to at least keep my mind off stressful days.


So that's it. I'm feeling a different kind of inspired right now. I am still anxious most of the time, I am afraid of a lot of things, I overthink, I lose sleep - but then every morning, I put on a brave face -- for my beloved mom, my dogs, my family.

Anyway - enough of this! Here's a new video from my channel. Hope you subscribe! :)

XO, RIA



July 10, 2022 No comments

 


Hello, loves! 💜 I know it may seem kind of late, but I've been meaning to give you all a little update on my summer adventures. 🌞 Rainy days have already started, so might as well get this out of the way. Let me tell you—it's been an amazing one. 💛

I don't know about you, but I've always loved the idea of summer vacations. 🌞 But there's something so magical about being able to make the most of your free time. 😌

I went on a beach trip with my family! 👪 We went up north where we stayed for two nights and had such fun adventures together. We swam and played games and ate some delicious food. It was incredible! 💛😊


We booked the Bayview Villa in Sundowners Pangasinan. This whitewashed villa is a Santorini-inspired retreat that offers a private sanctuary away from the city noise. The Bayview Villa can accommodate up to a maximum of 12 people which is perfect for big groups. There's an additional for excess headcounts though. 👪 Pets are allowed but I believe there is an additional charge for each pet. 🐶🐈 Sundowners villas offer spacious living areas with an open kitchen, dining area, and living room with comfortable seating arrangements that allow you to relax in style. However, one thing I didn't like about our accommodation is the air conditioning and wifi. It was terribly hot in our villa and wifi just sucks big time.😞 If we have known, we would bring our own fans.




Other than that, Sundowners Vacation Villas' pools even those that are open to the public are all so beautiful. The view is stunning and there weren't that many people during our stay anyway so we got to enjoy all the pools so much. 🏊🩱



We also visited a nearby beach. 🏖 It's amazing that even though the beach was open to the public, it was clean and well maintained. The white sand on the beach can pass as a private resort. Unfortunately, I forgot the name of the beach that we went to but it was nearby our accommodation. 💙💜


We stopped by Saint James the Great Parish Church on our way home. It's a really beautiful church, and there's a lot to see in the Philippines. ⛪

If you're looking for a place to get away from it all, Sundowners Vacation Villas in Bolinao, Pangasinan is the place for you. Just make sure to double-check what is most important to you to avoid any hassles during your stay. 💛

XO,

Ria

June 28, 2022 No comments

 

Hey there! Just a quick check-in here. I'm sure you've all been doing great, but I'll let you know how I've been doing. ⏩I've been in a slump for the past few months and it feels like no one cares. Does anyone still read blog posts btw? 🤔 Hehe 

Anyhoooo, I'm not sure if you've heard, but I turned 31 a couple of weeks ago. But, do you ever feel like being your age? Sometimes or most of the time rather, I still feel like I just turned 21! Maybe because I watch too much Disney. 😅 I had a small celebration—I just went out to dinner with my family 👪, and it was really nice. Then a couple of weeks ago, I went to eat out with some of my college besties 👯. I missed them so much! 💜


Aside from catching up with some friends, I'm finally catching up on my reading! 😃 I've been enjoying some interesting books 📚 lately. I'm currently reading Reminders of Him by Colleen Hoover. I've been a CoHo fan since I finished Ugly Love and even before Kathryn hyped It Ends With Us. Though I wouldn't want to be in those kinds of Toxic relationships, tbh! 😖 I am also currently reading Empathy in Action by our beloved CEO, Tony Bates. We got free hard copies! Yay, employee perks! 💛

It's almost July! 🤯 I can't believe it. 🤯 Where did the time go? 😃 I'm just going to blabber here for a minute: in the next few months, I have a couple of plans lined up that I hope will make me a better person and help me live my life more authentically. 👍

So, yeah—let's do this!! Self, I'm rooting for you! 👍👍👍

XO 💗

R

June 23, 2022 No comments

 

I can still remember the time when I started blogging, we always put our age in the "About Me" section. Lol. Well, I don't do that now. Which reminds me, I think I need to check mine if it is still stuck with the " A 20-Something *insert adjectives here*" intro because I am no longer 20 something. Yep, based on the photo, I recently turned 31. 👩


I always dread going into the next 10 years of my life without a life partner IYKWIM. When I was younger, I always wish for someone I could spend the rest of my life with. IDK what happened lol, my only prayer right now is that my parents would live through it until the day they would finally FINALLY walk me down the aisle. 👸 lol. Anyway, at this point, I just wanted a peaceful and abundant life. 


I may never have had fancy celebrations, in fact, my birthdays are always kinda sad. Being the carer of the family, I just don't have so much energy to put on my own birthday. BTW, Strawberry Shortcakes are enough. 💛🍓 


I may not have as many friends as I have back when I was 20, but I am so glad to have found real ones in this lifetime. I am thankful that I have a roof over my head, I eat complete meals a day, and I have a family who loves me. Whatever or whoever it is that my heart longs for, I know that at the right time, and in the right setup - everything will fall into place as planned by God. 💕

I am very much thankful to all those who remembered. 💜 On to a new chapter, cheers! 🍷

XO,

Ria

June 06, 2022 No comments

We went on a road trip last Saturday, April 23, 2022. It was a spur-of-the-moment idea from my friend who recently got her new car and lives nearby! It has been a while since I've had a friend who actually lived around Bulacan because I haven't got any close friends here since we moved from Manila. 😞 Anyway, she has showed me this new cafe and wanted to visit it and so we did.


El Rio Adventura Cafe is located inside San Rafael River Adventure. This is a newly built restaurant/cafe inside the resort. For non-guests, you have to make advance reservations since they only accept around 30 non-guests daily. But if you booked a villa inside San Rafael River adventure, then you're all good. They only allow non-guests until 7pm daily if I am not mistaken.


The view is picturesque, I won't lie. You can dine Al Fresco style but there's also an air-conditioned space but it's quite small and I honestly didn't like it so we decided to just dine outside and enjoy the view of the river. It's cooler outside too, plus you get to enjoy nature.


Food though is not really that promising I must admit. I kind of didn't like the Grilled Liempo I ordered. Though the presentation is nice, it's just like a normal meal you can order outside for a cheaper price. And since they're new, there are not that many options on the menu. I'm the kind of person who prefers to order food that I don't usually eat elsewhere but since there are only a few options, I've settled with the Grilled Liempo and Matcha Latte drink. Matcha drink is also blah, I've had better ones. 


I went with this one! Lol. What I love about this friendship is the spontaneity. Though this is 2 out of 3, we missed Michelle who resides in the south. 😆


Overall it was a good experience, we got to see what's inside San Rafael River Adventure in case we decide to book one of their cabins. The view is very very nice, it's really lovely to breathe fresh air on a weekend and just forget all the worries the past week has brought you. 

If you wanted to try the place for yourselves, you can visit El Rio Adventura Cafe located at:
📍 Brgy. Talacsan, 3008, San Rafael, Bulacan, Philippines
⏰ M: Th 8am to 8pm, F-Sun: 7am to 10pm
Remember to make advance reservations by calling their mobile: 0917 684 5639



XO,
RIA
April 26, 2022 No comments


Dear Self,

You have been through so much in the last couple of months and I know it felt like every time you are this close to winning, you always end up losing so much more. But I admire you for still being here. I know how many times you thought that quitting is the last resort yet here you are -- smiling as if nothing bad has ever happened. Your strong willpower is one of the most beautiful things about you. Thank you for staying brave, thank you for being a fighter. 

You have always been an amazing listener to everyone that matters to you. During the tough times when you felt like you needed to face things on your own, you met the real people who will always have your back. And that is one of the wonderful things that came out of it, you were able to keep the real ones and discard those who are only there in the good times. You learned to let go of things that aren't meant to be. You learned that you can still lose despite playing the game right. I know it was hard to accept because you know how hard you've worked for it, how hard you prayed for it -- but, I am so proud that you're slowly letting it go. Lessons are learned and you still believe that one day you will get there.

Self, there are still more challenges that await you in the coming months or years but all these circumstances have prepared you to be strong. Remember to rest when you're exhausted. Remember to fight when needed. Keep the things that matter and let go of everything that makes you doubt your existence. You are never a waste of space. You are worth it.

And I hope that one day when everything starts to sail smoothly - remember all the battles you fought and be grateful that you made it to this day.

XO.

R

April 22, 2022 No comments


So what’s happening lately?

You know what, I have been up to so many different things towards the end of 2021 and early 2022. I feel so overwhelmed of what has been going on with my career and personal life. Many people knows only the bits and pieces of the process but not a lot of people knows the complications in between.

But I don’t want to give up just yet. I am writing this blog entry for me to have something to look back on regarding this experience. I honestly think everything is worth fighting for until the end, I can still feel my silver lining shining so I really need to pull myself back together. But, allowing myself to take a quick break is what my soul needs to heal and continue fighting. We’re almost there and we’re gonna make it.

This is a reminder that a lot of people has my back and is willing to take every risk with me for my dream. I’m not gonna be a victim of this shit-ass system, no not this time. Remember my name cause I am gonna bounce back. Remember what my mama Taylor says: “I come back stronger than a 90s trend”.

In time, you will know what this is all about and please please, if you’re reading this, please pray for me. 

Light and Love 💛

Riri

February 03, 2022 No comments
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