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We're ending April in quarantine! 😞 How time flies. It's been 2 months that we're in quarantine. I am not really the outdoor type of person but there are some activities that I really do miss a lot. 😞 As we all know, even after the Enhanced Community Quarantine is lifted, we will still follow a "new normal". But what is a new normal, really?

The new normal basically aims to ensure that we still practice social distancing until we have defeated this virus. For example, when we return to work in our offices they suggest that we follow a skeletal workforce system. Although for us, we will be working remotely until the 31st of May for now and we're still waiting for further advice.


I guess that means more themed zoom meetings for us! It is quite a challenge for someone like me who hates video conferences. 😕 Never in my life have I thought that I will be at home all day while working. 💁 For me, the new normal in my home town feels like 1997. Less transportation, cleaner air, peaceful surroundings. While writing this I can finally hear the birds chirping again after a while. No malls to go to so little Ria is stuck at home. 

What's sad about this though is I must admit I am also the type to bail out on my friends the last minute. But now I really do miss them a lot and the new normal will not allow us to loiter in the wee hours of the morning anymore. Who knows, since we are now in different companies maybe we will also have different schedules. The lesson from this entire shenanigan is to never take anything and anyone for granted.

I really pray that this all ends soon. I miss the usual routine except for EDSA traffic. 
I hope everyone's doing well. After this, I hope we can all finally hug our loved ones.

XO,
Ria <3
April 29, 2020 No comments

A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep
In dreams, you will lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for you keep

I think I now believe in Cinderella that dreams are little wishes that our heart makes. 💗 And why did I suddenly want to write about dreams? 😶 To be honest, I have recurrent dreams of a person (I will not say who) but this is definitely somebody I know and we go way back. LIKE WAY WAY BACK. 😆 Anyway, I always dream about this person and surprisingly, dreams with him on it are by far the best dreams I have 😆 and then I got curious as to what these dreams meant so I googled. 😅


I don't really want to give a hint about who this person is. 😅 But just in case my 2019 crush accidentally sees this, this is definitely not you just to be clear. 😅 Okay, so this is a recurring dream that I've been having for so long. I usually share my dreams with my best friend but since she's married now, I am not 100% certain that she's still interested in my ramblings about this person. My dreams are usually about us just being our authentic selves, usually in my old Manila neighborhood. He's welcomed (now you know the person is a he) by my family, usually by my mom. Then that's it. The focus of the dream is on him and on us. Most of the time, I don't remember the rest of the dream when I wake up. All I can remember is that I was with him.

courtesy of: https://dreamingandsleeping.com/why-do-i-keep-dreaming-about-the-same-person/
Can we just highlight that recurring dreams about the same person can be extremely difficult especially if I want to really forget about this person?? 💔 Just kidding, I just want to keep him in my dreams forever. It's just weird because I don't really think about this person that much already since it has been years, yet he still appears like a ghost in my past that won't seem to die. 😪

How about you guys? Are you having recurring dreams too?

Let's talk about it! ♡
Xo,
Ria♡
April 24, 2020 1 comments

Hello magical girls! ♡ I actually don't know what day we are in already in this entire quarantine situation. I've been working remotely for more than a month already and a lot of the rules have changed since then. Since the start of the week, our community here in Bulacan is only allowed to go out for grocery runs for one day and only the household head can go out. Yup! Challenging times. 😟 Anyway, since the whole Covid-19 mess started, I was able to catch up on a lot of things especially my Netflix series! I am such a slow ass kid when it comes to catching up with tv shows, I'm not a binge-watcher like most people are. No matter how good a series is, I get bored after a max of four 1-hour long episodes. Can you believe it took me more than a month to finish Crash Landing On You? 😅 Anyway, I'll make a list of series that I am currently watching and/or have already finised in this post. ♡ No more long descriptions cause I suck in explaining a plot. 😅
  1. Series: Jesus Code
  2. Series: How I Met Your Mother
  3. Series: You [I know right, still trying to finish season 2 but it's so good I wonder why I can't binge 😓]
  4. Studio Ghibli: When Marnie Was There
  5. Studio Ghibli: My Neighbor Totoro
  6. Studio Ghibli: Spirited Away [I've seen this even before they had this in Netflix and it's so good I don't mind watching this over and over again ♡]
  7. Series: The Big Bang Theory
  8. Series: FRIENDS [thankful that we still have it in Netflix PH. I watch this everytime I am sad and that means everyday]
  9. Movie: All The Bright Places
  10. Movie: Love Wedding Repeat
I know there's so much more! Let's save it for the next post in this series ♡
How about you? What's your favorite Netflix series/movies? ♡ Hope you can also share it with me in the comment section.

xo ♡
Ria
April 17, 2020 No comments

How will I remember the year 2020? We're not even halfway yet but there's so much that has been going on. Despite all of it, let's still remember our small victories just to take our minds off the dilemma that we are all facing.

When we started the community lockdown, actually 2 days before the announcement our company has already decided to do a skeletal workforce system. For us, what's supposed to happen is that we are provided a new schedule for the days where we are expected to be in the office but since then the Covid-19 cases in the Philippines worsen so the CEO has decided that it is safer for everyone to just do remote work. 😊 I was so grateful since I am always at risk due to my commute. Imagine riding a full packed bus to work, how do I protect myself from that? 😐 During that time when they have finalized the decision, I still have a lot of tasks to do so I still carried on with my usual work routine. However, in just a span of 2 weeks, the situation seems to have taken a toll in the global economy so were advised to hold everything off and just make sure to keep the people that we have within the company. Another thing that I have faced during this entire quarantine situation is some employees are not confident that their colleagues are actually working from home since they can't monitor each other. In my opinion, this is not the right time for office politics, this is the time where we should be working together. 🙅

Going back, since we don't have much to do for work right now I have decided to finally purchase theawkwardprobinsyana.com. Just a bit of a history here, I was theawkwardprobinsyana in tumblr since 2009/2010 if I am not mistaken. I've had a lot of usernames just like everyone else but I think TAP is what has made me who I am as a blogger. 💛 I've attended Tumblr meet-ups way back as The Awkward Probinsyana. If there's one positive effect of Covid-19 in my life then this will be it. Reigniting my passion for blogging & writing.

I don't know how much longer I can carry on with this entire situation. Still grateful though that I get to earn my normal salary despite just lounging in front of my work desk. 💙 Every time I watch the news and see people suffering daily because of the pandemic, it really makes me sad. 😖 How I really wish that everything will end soon.

How about you? How are you guys holding up? 
I am hoping and praying for everyone's safety. It starts within us you know? I know this is really difficult but if it's not really important, let's just stay home ok? 💚 If we are able, let us continue to provide support to our less fortunate brothers and sisters. We can get through this as one family. 💜

I love you all my dear fairies. 
Xo, Ria 💜

Credits to the owner of the photo from Unsplash.com 
April 14, 2020 No comments

It's only the fourth month of the year but I know all of us are already tired of the surprises that 2020 brought along. A global pandemic 😷, natural disasters -- name it, we faced it this year and we're not even close to the first half of the year. 💔 

I just wanted to remember that despite everything that is happening, good things are still bound to happen. 💛 After all, we're still fortunate to wake up each day and see new hope. 🌞

Coronavirus has slowed down a lot of things since its outbreak. On a positive note, it gave time to pause a little from the fast-paced corporate that I've been tolerating for 7 years now. 😌 I just wanna reflect on a few good things that has been happening in my life and still be thankful. 💛
  • I've reclaimed the throne; www.theawkwardprobinsyana.com is back. 👸 I already planned to purchase the domain back in 2017 but kept on postponing but since I have more time in my hands right now, I've decided to finally purchase it.
  • It's finally APRIL my second favorite month of the year. 💙 Yeah, I know. I'm always abnormally sad during the Aries season but I've lived with it for a couple of years so I'm not bothered anymore. 💚 I can't wait to binge-watch all the best friend movie cliches on the 5th of April. 👫💕
  • I'm grateful to be with my family during this entire quarantine scenario. 😌 When the numbers of the infected of the virus in the Philippines started to rise, I am secretly scared that I'll be stuck in Manila with no place to go. Luckily, I was already one of the few who were allowed to work remotely before the government decided to lock the city down. 😌
  • With that said, I am grateful for the privilege that I have. 💖 Not everyone has the luxury to work comfortably in their own homes. 😭 Let us continuously pray for those who have lost their livelihood during this pandemic. May they find comfort at this trying times and receive the help that they needed.

" If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land. " - 2 Chronicles 7:14

I pray that this will be all over soon & we'll finally be able to hug our families and friends once again. I pray that all our frontliners -- everyone who works hard to fight with the virus. 💗 We can overcome all adversities if we work together and pray together. 😊

Much Love,

Ria ❤

Credits to the owner of the photo from Unsplash.com 
April 03, 2020 No comments

3rd Week of the Enhanced Community Quarantine here in Luzon. I can't think of anything else to do other than to update my blog. I just finished Crash Landing On You and my love for KDrama was revived by it. Since I am bored, I have decided to add a new tab, Watch List 📺. For this one, I'll be recommending a few KDramas that I've seen from 1st episode to the last that I won't mind watching again. 😊


Title: Full House
Year: 2004
Main Cast: Rain / Song Hye Kyo
Kilig Factor: 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

I have seen this Kdrama first way back 2005, this was also aired in GMA on the same year. So okay, one thing you should learn about me is that I cry whenever I feel giddy and imagine the number of times I cried over this KDrama. I love the lightness the Song Hye Kyo's character Han Ji Eun brought to this drama. My favorite part of this entire series is that moment, Lee Young Jae (Rain) went to Magic Land on Ji Eun's birthday secretly but ended up being mauled by his fans because Ji Eun wasn't there. 😆 Also, that time when he brought Ji Eun flowers because she hasn't receive any her entire life. AAAAAAAAAAAH, the feels. 💛 This Kdrama is available on Netflix and guess what, I am watching this one again. 💚


Title: Wonderful Life
Year: 2005
Main Cast: Kim Jae Won / Eugene / Jung Da Bin
Kilig Factor: 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

This Kdrama is one of those kdramas that made me cry the most. If you haven't seen this one, this kdrama is worth your time. Though this is also one of those KDramas that I prefer the supporting actor more than the main actor. What is it about? HMMM 😎 Well it's about 2 strangers, meeting coincidentally, hang out, then bam! A baby! 😅 But there's is so much more to this KDrama than just one night stand. 😊 Go see it, this is definitely worth it. 😁💚


Title: My Lovely Sam Soon / My Name Is Kim Sam Soon
Year: 2005
Main Cast: Hyun Bin / Kim Sun Ah
Kilig Factor: 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

Alright you kids, I know you loved Captain Ri but have you seen him as Jin Hyeon in My Lovely Sam Soon? If you haven't yet, YOU MUST WATCH THIS. 💚 I remember being called Sam Soon back in High School because of my high school crush who kind of have a little resemblance to Hyun Bin but yup yeah, forget it. Kilig factor should be 101 over 10, 💛😘 I don't know why but I really have this thing for main actors who keeps their feelings! 😊😊 And please do take note of how cute Hyun Bin is everytime he smirks 😏 Ahhh, my heart. 💚


Title: Goong [Princess Hours]
Year: 2006
Main Cast: Ju Ji Hoon / Yoon Eun Hye
Kilig Factor: 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

I know kids, he's also the Crown Prince from Kingdom! Back in high school, Ji Hoon kinda looked like somebody I know. I have also seen this KDrama several times (well once sans skipping the palace parts 😅). This also made me cry so much! 😢 This may look like your typical high school-arrange marriage-rags to palace kind of story but it's so cute, i can't even explain how much I enjoyed watching this. 💛 So if you kids wanna know how the Titas knew Ju Ji Hoon, this kdrama can explain. 😆

Alright, so these four are my favorites back in the day. There is still more to share. This Tita from the KDrama community will be honored to share the rest that I can remember on this blog, I'll also be sharing my thoughts on the new ones that I've recently completed.

Much Love,
Ria 💙

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March 31, 2020 No comments

I've been meaning to share about the books that I have finished. Please bear with me as I am not an expert in the field of "book review". 😅 This is just intended to be a book recommendation for those who are looking for something to read. 👩

Title: Girl In Pieces
Author: Kathleen Glasgow
My Rating: 🌟🌟🌟🌟

Trigger warning! There are sensitive issues in this book. Well to be honest, I, myself was going through a difficult time when I got this book. It's a good read as long as you know how to separate reality from fiction. The main character here has experienced so much in her life at such a young age. From losing her parents, her best friend, and eventually her will to live. This is way too much to handle for someone her age. What I love about this book is to see her heal in the process. It's something that we all wanted and deserves, a chance to heal and find a new meaning to life. 




Overall, I think it is a good read. I like it and would recommend this to anyone who's looking for something to read right now especially at this time that we all have to stay home. But again, TRIGGER WARNING ❗❗❗

To anyone who is currently in a dark season of their lives, there's always hope. 💗 There are still days when things can get really really bad but trust me, everything will pass. 💓

Yay! I am so happy that I was finally able to start this series. 😅 After so many years! 😆 I hope I can be consistent this time.

XO,
Ria

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March 30, 2020 No comments
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