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The Awkward Probinsyana

Aloha fairies! How are you doing? I am not sure what day it is already since we started working from home as the new normal. Some businesses already reopened since the General Community Quarantine was implemented in the 1st of June. However, businesses reopening doesn't mean we are back to our normal lives since the Corona shit show started. 

I am here to do a quick sanity check for everyone. I just wanna write about how I feel at the moment with all the crazy shenanigans happening all over the world and how I cope with this new normal thing that to be honest, I don't feel like I want this.

Since we started working from home, I tried several daily routines to find out which one works best for me. Being a morning person, usually, I start my day very early around 5:30AM or 6 AM. It really depends on what time I slept the night before. I take a shower, eat breakfast then start my day at 7am. I work from 7am until 4pm so I take a quick am break at 8am, lunch break either at 12nn or 1pm. Then after my WFH schedule, I pack up everything at 4pm. Rest for 30mins then do a quick 30mins work out. That's how it usually goes since this pandemic started.

Just like you, I always dread watching the news. I think having a daily routine kind of helped me in saving my sanity so I don't always have to be filled with stress and anxiety. All the violence and injustice breaks my heart, I cry for these people who are helpless in my prayers. What I do is that I jot down all my prayer items because my thoughts always tend to be messy. It helps me organize my thoughts.

I am okay though. ♡ Let us keep reminding ourselves how privileged we are during this time of crisis. Another thing I've learned is that kindness goes a long long way. ♡ Especially now that many people are suffering. We are all equal in the eyes of God ♡ It should never be about your color, religion, gender identity, or whatever. ♡

I'm still here, 29 and in quarantine. ♡ I celebrated my birthday last month. I feel so blessed & loved. 

That's all for now. Keep safe & sane! ♡

♡R♡















June 03, 2020 No comments
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We're down to the last few days of the Enhanced Community Quarantine. Here in Bulacan, we're transitioning slowly to General Community Quarantine. It is less strict than ECQ I guess? Social Distancing will still be practiced but most (if not all) businesses will be allowed to reopen soon. Mass transportation will be allowed but still to practice social distancing of course. Most restaurants will reopen but only for takeaways. Malls will partially open. Basically, in the coming days, we'll be transitioning to the "new normal". 😊

The past months have been challenging especially to people like us who are used to going out for work. On top of that, while Metro Manila residents still enjoy hassle-free online shopping and deliveries, people from the provinces (like moi) don't have that kind of perk. So when Shopee resumed their operations last April 30 for all locations, I just got super excited and ordered some things I want for my birthday. 😍 yup! no boyfriend no problem, I can pay for it myself. 👸 just kidding! 😂 Wanna share some of the things I ordered via Shopee & will link you directly to the items in case you wanna buy. 😊


 

Instax Films

I promised myself that I will take more instax photos! I can't wait to see my friends again and take more pictures. 💙 I was cleaning up my memory box when I saw a bunch of Instax photos over the years and I realized how pretty it is to look at. So the moment I can celebrate with the people I love again, I'll definitely take a lot of pictures. 💜


Ukulele

I have always wanted to learn how to play a string instrument. *coughs* guitar *coughs*. I had a guitar way back but never really got the chance to focus on it. A little back story, I bought it to impress someone way back but the eagerness to learn is genuine. Hahaha! 😂 Anyway, thought it might be easier to start with a Ukulele and finally!!!! Because of quarantine boredom (despite hiring reqs hihi) I am finally convinced to buy one, and oh yes it's pink! 💕


Instax Accessories

Instax Bag || Close Up Lens

After 5 years, I finally bought accessories for my Instax. Hahaha! 😂 My instax mini 8 has been with me for more or less 5 happy years already and I just kept her in a regular bunny bag. FINALLY purchased an actual instax bag and a close up lens for my baby! 😘

I rarely splurge on Online Shopping tbh but let's just say that this serves as a treat for myself for surviving those hardest years of my life. HAHAHA Well, it's just a birthday treat. No biggie! 💜

Xo,
Ria

Disclaimer: This is not a sponsored post from Shopee
Credits to the owner of the stock photo used as a post header.

May 14, 2020 No comments

It's gonna be MAY! 💜 Taurus season! ♉ and my birth month 💕 There are so many good things about May but then tragedies keep on happening this year and I don't even know what to say. 😕 Anyway, just to get my mind off the crazy and focus only on the good things, I've decided to just update my blog with all my home shenanigans. ❤
  • So happy that even though the ECQ here in PH was extended until the 15th, I can finally order online again. Since we're outside MM, deliveries were put on hold and we can't place any order. Happy that it's fully functional again. 💕
  • Speaking of online shopping, I ordered several nOn-EsSenTial 😅 items. 
  • I wanted to take more instant camera pictures so I ordered Instax Films!
  • And to finally cross off one item on my BL, I ordered a Ukulele. 😅 not to mention I also ordered a Paperang for journaling purposes.
  • I've been binging so much in KDRAMA, the last one I watched was A World of Married Couple. Still an ongoing series but the plot is so crazy good.
In a few weeks, I'll be turning a year older. Hopefully wiser! I'll be back to update you on my birthday ganap in case the ecq will be lifted by then. 

XO,
Ria

Credits to the owner of the photo used. Photo from Unsplash.


May 07, 2020 No comments

We're ending April in quarantine! 😞 How time flies. It's been 2 months that we're in quarantine. I am not really the outdoor type of person but there are some activities that I really do miss a lot. 😞 As we all know, even after the Enhanced Community Quarantine is lifted, we will still follow a "new normal". But what is a new normal, really?

The new normal basically aims to ensure that we still practice social distancing until we have defeated this virus. For example, when we return to work in our offices they suggest that we follow a skeletal workforce system. Although for us, we will be working remotely until the 31st of May for now and we're still waiting for further advice.


I guess that means more themed zoom meetings for us! It is quite a challenge for someone like me who hates video conferences. 😕 Never in my life have I thought that I will be at home all day while working. 💁 For me, the new normal in my home town feels like 1997. Less transportation, cleaner air, peaceful surroundings. While writing this I can finally hear the birds chirping again after a while. No malls to go to so little Ria is stuck at home. 

What's sad about this though is I must admit I am also the type to bail out on my friends the last minute. But now I really do miss them a lot and the new normal will not allow us to loiter in the wee hours of the morning anymore. Who knows, since we are now in different companies maybe we will also have different schedules. The lesson from this entire shenanigan is to never take anything and anyone for granted.

I really pray that this all ends soon. I miss the usual routine except for EDSA traffic. 
I hope everyone's doing well. After this, I hope we can all finally hug our loved ones.

XO,
Ria <3
April 29, 2020 No comments

A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep
In dreams, you will lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for you keep

I think I now believe in Cinderella that dreams are little wishes that our heart makes. 💗 And why did I suddenly want to write about dreams? 😶 To be honest, I have recurrent dreams of a person (I will not say who) but this is definitely somebody I know and we go way back. LIKE WAY WAY BACK. 😆 Anyway, I always dream about this person and surprisingly, dreams with him on it are by far the best dreams I have 😆 and then I got curious as to what these dreams meant so I googled. 😅


I don't really want to give a hint about who this person is. 😅 But just in case my 2019 crush accidentally sees this, this is definitely not you just to be clear. 😅 Okay, so this is a recurring dream that I've been having for so long. I usually share my dreams with my best friend but since she's married now, I am not 100% certain that she's still interested in my ramblings about this person. My dreams are usually about us just being our authentic selves, usually in my old Manila neighborhood. He's welcomed (now you know the person is a he) by my family, usually by my mom. Then that's it. The focus of the dream is on him and on us. Most of the time, I don't remember the rest of the dream when I wake up. All I can remember is that I was with him.

courtesy of: https://dreamingandsleeping.com/why-do-i-keep-dreaming-about-the-same-person/
Can we just highlight that recurring dreams about the same person can be extremely difficult especially if I want to really forget about this person?? 💔 Just kidding, I just want to keep him in my dreams forever. It's just weird because I don't really think about this person that much already since it has been years, yet he still appears like a ghost in my past that won't seem to die. 😪

How about you guys? Are you having recurring dreams too?

Let's talk about it! ♡
Xo,
Ria♡
April 24, 2020 1 comments

Hello magical girls! ♡ I actually don't know what day we are in already in this entire quarantine situation. I've been working remotely for more than a month already and a lot of the rules have changed since then. Since the start of the week, our community here in Bulacan is only allowed to go out for grocery runs for one day and only the household head can go out. Yup! Challenging times. 😟 Anyway, since the whole Covid-19 mess started, I was able to catch up on a lot of things especially my Netflix series! I am such a slow ass kid when it comes to catching up with tv shows, I'm not a binge-watcher like most people are. No matter how good a series is, I get bored after a max of four 1-hour long episodes. Can you believe it took me more than a month to finish Crash Landing On You? 😅 Anyway, I'll make a list of series that I am currently watching and/or have already finised in this post. ♡ No more long descriptions cause I suck in explaining a plot. 😅
  1. Series: Jesus Code
  2. Series: How I Met Your Mother
  3. Series: You [I know right, still trying to finish season 2 but it's so good I wonder why I can't binge 😓]
  4. Studio Ghibli: When Marnie Was There
  5. Studio Ghibli: My Neighbor Totoro
  6. Studio Ghibli: Spirited Away [I've seen this even before they had this in Netflix and it's so good I don't mind watching this over and over again ♡]
  7. Series: The Big Bang Theory
  8. Series: FRIENDS [thankful that we still have it in Netflix PH. I watch this everytime I am sad and that means everyday]
  9. Movie: All The Bright Places
  10. Movie: Love Wedding Repeat
I know there's so much more! Let's save it for the next post in this series ♡
How about you? What's your favorite Netflix series/movies? ♡ Hope you can also share it with me in the comment section.

xo ♡
Ria
April 17, 2020 No comments

How will I remember the year 2020? We're not even halfway yet but there's so much that has been going on. Despite all of it, let's still remember our small victories just to take our minds off the dilemma that we are all facing.

When we started the community lockdown, actually 2 days before the announcement our company has already decided to do a skeletal workforce system. For us, what's supposed to happen is that we are provided a new schedule for the days where we are expected to be in the office but since then the Covid-19 cases in the Philippines worsen so the CEO has decided that it is safer for everyone to just do remote work. 😊 I was so grateful since I am always at risk due to my commute. Imagine riding a full packed bus to work, how do I protect myself from that? 😐 During that time when they have finalized the decision, I still have a lot of tasks to do so I still carried on with my usual work routine. However, in just a span of 2 weeks, the situation seems to have taken a toll in the global economy so were advised to hold everything off and just make sure to keep the people that we have within the company. Another thing that I have faced during this entire quarantine situation is some employees are not confident that their colleagues are actually working from home since they can't monitor each other. In my opinion, this is not the right time for office politics, this is the time where we should be working together. 🙅

Going back, since we don't have much to do for work right now I have decided to finally purchase theawkwardprobinsyana.com. Just a bit of a history here, I was theawkwardprobinsyana in tumblr since 2009/2010 if I am not mistaken. I've had a lot of usernames just like everyone else but I think TAP is what has made me who I am as a blogger. 💛 I've attended Tumblr meet-ups way back as The Awkward Probinsyana. If there's one positive effect of Covid-19 in my life then this will be it. Reigniting my passion for blogging & writing.

I don't know how much longer I can carry on with this entire situation. Still grateful though that I get to earn my normal salary despite just lounging in front of my work desk. 💙 Every time I watch the news and see people suffering daily because of the pandemic, it really makes me sad. 😖 How I really wish that everything will end soon.

How about you? How are you guys holding up? 
I am hoping and praying for everyone's safety. It starts within us you know? I know this is really difficult but if it's not really important, let's just stay home ok? 💚 If we are able, let us continue to provide support to our less fortunate brothers and sisters. We can get through this as one family. 💜

I love you all my dear fairies. 
Xo, Ria 💜

Credits to the owner of the photo from Unsplash.com 
April 14, 2020 No comments
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